Saturday, January 28, 2006

Jus smile back(Eminem's new track:When I'm gone)

Have you ever loved someone so much,
you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her'

And when I'm gone, just carry on,
don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing,
So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back

Thursday, January 19, 2006

A Pain that i'm used to

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance, oh no
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds of the soul

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Into Every Life

She looks into air, herself falling rain
Dripping coldness past, memories old pain.

Drops fall, the puddling her damp water-life.
Spiraling a mirror, self-lonely strife.

A sigh, one frown, crying soft saddened tears.
Storms of remember - through bleak yesteryear.

Clouds a-whorl, dark sky sheltering fair heart.
But how can she joy, while taking no part?

This is madness, she thinks in plaintive cry.
I'm here, on the cusp, of lay down and die.

What my destiny, but an empty-off dream?
A plaything with which gods and angels scheme.

Is justice, outside this torrential doubt?
Perhaps more than sorrow, painful fall-out?

Is love, perhaps, just a sliver of sun?
Shining through mists, revealing Avalon?

Personal paradise, which I can own,
Evoking happiness, hither unknown?

She raises from streets of lonely no more.
Light slicing through darkness, hopes washed ashore.

Her withered gait now straightening with pride.
She glides like an angel 'cross future's tide.

Belief in life renewed, no, only found.
Footsteps echoing, a cadence of sound.

Caressing the ground, sing the beat of her heart.
Into the sun seeking love's brand new start.

Friday, January 13, 2006

a QUIZ OF UR ENTIRE LIFE HISTORY

HAVE YOU EVER…
1. Kissed your cousin: No. never
2. Pictured your crush naked: nah
3. Skipped school: Yup but not too often.
4. Broken someone’s heart: Dunno
5. Cried when someone died: Yes
6. Wanted someone you knew you couldn’t have: yes,not again.
7. Broke a bone: ya,twice once in right n other in left
8. Done something embarrassing: Yeah, many times.
9. Lied: No, I don't lie, he he.


WHICH IS [BETTER]…
10. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
11. Sprite or 7UP:Spirite
12. Girls or Guys: both
13. Flowers or Candy: Lindt Chocolates
14. Scruff or Clean shaved: Sometmes scruff sometimes clean shaved
15. Blondes or Brunettes: dunno
16. Tea or Coffee: Coffee
17. Tall or Short: Tall,i'm 5'10 right now i hope to reach 6'...
18. Trousers or Skirts: nothin
19. Night or Day: Night coz i want to sleep peacefully


WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX…
20. What do you notice first: Figure
21. Like Being Spanked: No.
22. Worst Question For Him/Her to ask: "What happened to you? Why are you not fine?". "What are you thinkin'?". "Why did you do that?".."so wat else"
23. Showered: Today mornin'.
24. Stepped outside: want to step outside earth
25. Had Sex: No comments.


ABOUT YOU...
26. Ever been Engaged/ Married: No.
27. Your Good luck charm: Don't believe in luck.
28. Person You Hate Most: NO COMMENTS
29. Best Thing That Has Happened Recently: Dunno
30. Picture on your desktop: Sexy Car pics
31. Color: red,blue n black
32. Movies: Comedy
33. Artist or band: Eminem,50 cent,Greenday n many more
34. Cars: Want one,honda accord or a skoda Laura
35. Ice Cream: Death by Chocolate...corner house
36. Alcoholic Drink: Tried. Liked it. Dunno wen will i stop
37. Food: The Best thing in my life
38. Makes you laugh the most: many
39. Makes you smile: A lot of them.
40. Can make you feel better: i dunno
41. Has a crush on you: Dunno.
42. Would you be if you could choose:Don't care. Myself.
43. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Many of them,ragvenbra.

DO YOU EVER…
44. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone all night: No. I sleep.
45. Save MSN conversations: Nope.
46. Save E-mails: they are automatically saved.
47. Forwarded secret e-mails: no
48. Wish you were someone else: Nah.
49. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: Not a chance.
50. Wear perfume: Yes, deos esp AXE
51. Laugh a lot: I try.
52. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time:No, not yet.


HAVE YOU…
53. Fallen for your best friend? No comments.
54. Made out with JUST a friend? what does that mean?
55. Kissed two people in the same day?I guess
56. Had sex with two different people in the same day? Definitely a no.
57. Been Rejected? No comments
58. Been In Love? Dunno.
59. Been In Lust? Wat d ??
60. Used Someone? No way never would do tht
61. Been Used? Don't think so.
62. Dumped Someone? Yep.
63. Been Cheated On? Dunno.
64. Back Doored It? Huh? what do u mean???
65. Done Something You Regret? Many.


WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON…
66. You Touched? My friend.…
67. You Talked To? My sistr
68. You Tickle? Don remember
69. You Instant Messaged? Sunny
.70. You Kicked?shivkumar .
72. You Dreamed About? Flyin in d air
73. Who Text Messaged You?Sunny
74. Who Broke Your Heart? Spare me.
75. Who Told You They Loved You? no comments.


DO YOU…
76. Color Your Hair? I would like to, Blonde streaks.
77. Have Tattoos? No, don't wan to either.
78. Have Piercings? Not nope
79. Own A Webcam? No.
80. Own A Thong? What do you mean?
81. Own More Than 10 Pairs Of Shoes? Never.don wan to spend too much on that atleast.
82. Speak A Language Besides English? Hindi.
83. Buy Designer? Not really.
84. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer? Think so.



HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU…
85. Stolen Anything? Don remember.
86. Smoke? No.Never will i guess.
87. Schizophrenic? No. Hopefully.
88. Obsessive? Dunno
89. Bipolar?I guess
90. Compulsive? No.
91. Panic? Take it easy dude
92. Anxiety? Yes. I agree.
93. Stressed? Wat is stress
94. Glad This Quiz Is Over? Yes, this is crap...

Courtesy:NIGHTFOX